September 5 – Thursday – To Blog or Not To Blog

No, that’s not an album title. I went to a class on blogging tonight, which is why no exercise. It was more like a writing class focused on blogging. Not what I was necessarily looking for, but no regrets – it served a purpose. I’m thinking of turning this exercise to old LPs project into a blog. I’m journaling about it anyway, so what the hell. But – this is major and it’s something I didn’t even realize until hours after the class – I read. I read something I wrote out loud. In front of people with no panic, no throat-clearing , no problem. I introduced it with “this sucks” but read it anyway. No dry-mouth, no palpitations or hot flash. I felt confident. A calm, natural confidence. I don’t read in front of others, particularly people I don’t know. Well, I guess I do now. Usually, I’m a social moron veiled in a thin layer of confidence. But something is changing, I think, as the veil seems to be seeping deeper inside.